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The Sin Box

Entrance
Our Lady of Blasphemy
Holy Art
The Sin Box
Private Prayer
The not so Blasphemous but definatly Ruined One
Walk in the Light
Donations
Angels and Demons

okay so Im not quite sure what I'm gonna put up here but I've stuck some pics up for now I've also put up the lyrics to my favourite songs by Tairrie from Manhole/Tura Satana and My Ruin...
Ladies and Gentleman, Welcome to Violence
Manhole EMPTY EMPTY take my eyes, i don't wanna see you take my ears and i won't hear you take my pride, i don't wanna lose you take my fists AND I WONT BRUISE YOU take my hands i don't wanna feel you take my mind and i won't fear you take my lips, i don't wanna lust you take my lies, I DONT TRUST YOU now all i am is empty got nothin left of me and its killing me TO BE SO EMPTY! pain, take it coz i don't wanna hurt you game, play it and i won't burn you guilt, lay it coz i don't wanna blame you words, say it AND I WONT SHAME YOU heart, break it coz i don't wanna hate you soul, take it and i won't rape you blood, spill it coz i don't wanna shove you love, kill it COZ I WONT FUCK YOU and all i am is empty don't need your sympathy cuz your confusing me while your consumming me and all i am is empty WITH NOTHING LEFT IN ME and it's killing me TO BE SO EMPTY as long as i hold you in contempt, I hold you resentment is just my way if holding on and now it's one i feel no pain i can't pretend i'm not the same stole my sole self control you don't know me anymore tried to hide the way you kept me but you left me fuckin empty you left me SO FUCKIN EMPTY and i'm the one to blame
	Manhole SICKNESS her mouth is sweet her tounge is sugar coated but I can see those rotten teeth she thought I wouldn't notice I waste my time and read her mind but I'm not kind I'm honest my mouth is cruel and deep inside she doesn't want it she keeps it hidden underneath that clean complexion I kiss her lips and she fills me with her infection eyes of a snake, she loves to take with no one there to witness she scars me red, fucks with my head can't let her spread her sickness sick, she's so sick I am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world I am the scar that will not heal that's passed from girl to girl I am that little bitch you fear becoz I am not afraid I'm everything that is real while you know that you're just a fake a fake and you take, and you take, and you... she wears her mask and I don't ask about her past I smile and all the time she struggles for control while in denial identity crisis will keep her looking innocent self righteousness won't hide her dirty... decieving intent she's lost inside herself so pretty in her little mirror but I can see that uglyness and it's becoming clearer blood and guts I'm being fucked while she's a friend to me reality is lost I'm drowning in my enemy and I can't breath no I can't breath i am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world i am the scar that will not heal that is passed from girl to girl i am that little bitch you fear cuz i am not afraid i'm everything that's real and no, i will not break all i want, all i need is just myself back and the strength to believe she never ever took that wicked words tangled webs i can't pretend that i'm dead spoonfed her sickness candy covered lies so fuckin twisted don't tell me that i can't be myself that i can't be... don't tell me that i can't be myself cuz you can't be... me i am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world i am the scar that will not heal that is passed from girl to girl i am that little bitch you fear but you will never tell i'm everything that is ill and all... all is not well . all is not well well

	Manhole KISS OR KILL kill... little boy says his prayers dreams turn into nightmares now, i know your scared i don't care truth or dare when you gonna break? how much more you gonna take? when the love has gone away all i feel for you is hate! how does it feel to want? how does it feel to need? how does it feel to bleed? get up off your knees now you can hide but you can't run from it the pain you don't mind and now you lust it trust it? no i don't never will... kiss or kill when you gonna leave? tell the truth and not decieve? when the love has gone away all i feel for you is hate how does it feel to want? how does it feel to need how does it feel to bleed get up off your knees, tell me how does it feel to want how does it feel to need how does it feel to bleed i'll bleed for you, you bleed for me guilt deception in my refletion keep your gun for your protection never thought i'd do it but i did somethings got to give live your life a lie i'll make you cry and wonder why i'll break you down and take your soul then leave you left with nothing left to hold how does it feel to love? how does it feel to hate? how does it feel to take cuz you took everything i gave away how does it feel to want how does it feel to need how does it feel to bleed i'll bleed for you, you bleed for me for me for me get up off your knees! kill! you will never see me on my knees

	Tura Satana FLUX barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead... FUCK sleepless and i feel this hopeless within this illness keep this in the darkness kill this but i want this so here i go again tryna know my pain cut a little deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and i see the light wide awake i pretend that i... will survive. mouth is dry shed my skin and i don't know why can't escape cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse shameless and i blame this own this because i chose this hopeless and i know this need this but i loathe this so here i go again tryna know my pain cut a little deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and i see the light wide awake i pretend that i... will survive. mouth is dry shed my skin and i don't know why can't escape cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse I love my self abuse I hate my self barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead... I love this self abuse.I hate this self abuse I love this self abuse. i hate this... hush little baby don't you cry hush little baby don't you cry DON'T YOU CRY! barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead.FUCK! barely alive cause i'm dead on the inside barely alive cause i'm dead.FUCK! CRUCIFIED
Tura Satana VENUS DIABLO cross your heart hope to die stick a needle in your eye his heart is bleed inside her hand her sugar kisses are twisted she puts his finger into her mouth and teaches him to be wicked he's made of heaven and angels wings these things she cannot forget but when you want something bad enough what will you do? what will you do to get it now... I'm gonna take you down how low can you go I know you're going down now you're going down now I'm gonna take you down how low will you go... Venus Diablo scars and wounds and burns are what you'll have but i will kiss your bruises.I will pick your scabs I'm gonna take you down how low can you go I know you're going down now you're going down now I'm gonna take you down how low will you go... Venus Diablo this is a sinners prayer. sick sucking on air and i will never get to heaven... ...neither will you because you are one of me.
	My Ruin SICK WITH IT Sick with it Sick with disease Deny addiction DOWN ON MY KNEES Feed my affliction SCARED TO BELIEVE My own decisions EAGER TO PLEASE Destroyed visions BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE LIE AND DECIEVE With no emotion FALSE PROMISES Loss of devotion SCARRED BY DECEIT My self destruction LOVE OBSOLETE Live in dysfunction BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE BLEED LIFE HEAL LIFE FEEL LIFE THE SWEET LIFE Is all I want... CAN I BLEED FOR THE RITUAL? Bleed for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL.... CAN I BREATH FOR THE RITUAL? Breath for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL? SICK WITH IT. Sick with it. SICK WITH IT, sick with it... (repeat) IT'S INSIDE ME I feel it growing NOWHERE TO HIDE My anger's showing Repeat chorus And on this DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL I will continue to PRAY FOR US And try to remember only the good things... THE SWEET LIFE
My Ruin COSMETIC ELEGANTLY WASTED and I can taste it Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift Of the BEAUTY MYTH I can't help but feel like this Bored... of the BEAUTY WHORE Cos my body just wants more SCARS... and I can feel them WOUNDS... I can't heal them RED BRING MY MOUTH TO LIFE BLACK REVIVE MY HAIR THAT'S DYED MAKE UP always helps me hide What I don't like on the outside chorus STARLIGHT, STARBRIGHT First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight A BIRTHDAY GIRL A BROKEN HEART You name the DRAMA she played the part Long lost DEMONS leave her GODLESS Like her powder Leaves her FLAWLESS Sugar coated HEART SHAPED POUT LIPSTICK just DESTORTS her MOUTH MASCARA puts her eyes to sleep Cos BEAUTY'S ONLY SKIN DEEP Repeat chorus BITCH du jour Served on a platter She's so PRETTY But does it matter MIRROR MIRROR on the wall Watch her BREAK and WATCH her fall STITCH HER SMILE BRUISE HER KNEES Walk among her enemies BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN TO LIVE AND LOVE IN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL TEMPLE BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN
	My Ruin SYCOPHANT One two freddy's commin' for you Three four better lock your door Five six grab your crucifix... Something WICKED THIS WAY COMES PREMEDITATED EVIL numbs Cartoon KIDS crayola SMILES CHILDREN OF THE KORN FED STYLES But I don't buy your LIES I see through your disguise Don't feel your SCREAMS or CRIES WHY?........... chorus I'm sick of looking so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT Sick of listening so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT I see you BREATHLESS and DERANGED A LITTLE GIRL who's acting STRANGE Tryna SCARE us with your SCREAM But it's all ROUTINE And all you do is TAKE STEAL and IMMITAKE YOU and what YOU create YOUR FAKE!..... Repeat chorus I barely recognize... you in your new disguise COSMETIC COVERED EYES Just tell me WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? You put the MAKE UP on, take the MAKE UP off SEARCHING TO BE FOUND But you're so FUCKIN' lost.... Now THE ROAD TO HELL is paved with stones And some of them are FAKES and CLONES COUNTERFEITS which SUCK and BLEED US Wearin' FUCKIN' ADIDAS But something just ain't right, NO SUBSTANCE ONLY HYPE With FAITH you GOT THE LIFE that made you rich And a PUNK ASS BITCH!.... Repeat chorus Sick of you and anyone like you, sometimes I think I've lost my mind... or else this whole world's BLIND!
Manhole BREAK i'm stuck inside my mind it's ugly what i find you think that i'm so kind this face has got you blind the little girl will hide so pretty on the outside gonna burn and bleed this hate is killing me i stay awake till three i'm drownin in my sleep i know the flesh is weak i pray my soul to keep i suffocated with grief this monster will not leave my nightmare's just begun i hate what iv'e become cuz you made me to break me i'm daddy's little girl my mommy's next to me i'd rather kill myself than go to therapy why won't i shut my mouth? cuz youv'e got eyes like me why don't you shoot yourself so someone dies for me mommy! cuz you made me to hate me i try to fight but there's no use guess i was built for your abuse bodies bruised hands are cold vicious thoughts i can't control shed the demons rid the past slit my wrists so they ask... what is real? what is fake? pray to god i don't break father forgive me, for i have sinned its been 2 weeks since my last confession don't tell me what iv'e broken you aint seen nothin yet the glass just left me swollen it's you i'm gonna get are you afraid of me? i think you should be i'd rather kill myself than let you make me bleed i live in misery and sit there quietly why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me mommy no i'm not happy now you're still here next to me i'd rather swallow shit than you infecting me i vomit constantly while you apologize why don't you kill yourself so someone fuckin dies mommy
	Manhole HYPOCRITE straight from the city of angels another fist full of anger keeping one in the chamber deal with the rage I feel inside built up the guilt hypocritical suicide say another lie while I pretend I don't hear the so called truth while I'm living in fear that I won't be found drown in the bullshit... cuz I don't wanna be a hypocrite and the mirror tells me lies looking in my own eyes personality shifts and splits but i don't wanna be a... say what you want try to call yourself a friend go with the flow jump on that ride go with the trend to my face-say you think the world of me but behind my back your jealousy insecurity of who you are it starts to show inferiority complex only you know but the mirror tells what your mouth won't I use to think that I knew you... but I don't! don't, I don't... and never did. and the mirror tells me lies looking in my own eyes personality shifts and splits but i don't wanna be a... and my mind it wonders why knowing that i can't cry stomach aches and makes me sick cuz i'm a fucking hypocrite repeat the 2nd verse you keep fillin my mind with your bullshit (3x's) time to deal with the hypocrite... BITCH!
Manhole PUT YOUR HEAD OUT here comes a serious subject... pro choice the government is sayin we got no voice fuck that coz they can't control me or tell me what to do with my body and the same thing goes for my rappin that's right i'm smackin a man who might try to hurt me equal rights on my jersey flirt in a mini skirt you won't see me i'm dressed down wearin dickies and a beanie on my head, puttin punks to bed who can't keep up dust some as then i sweep up flip, kick the switch and i'mma rip shit quick load the clip and i'mma grip shit tight fight the hype, stereotype, get the lead out put your head out! punk put your head out pro choice punk put your head out i'm inclined to use my mind cuz i'm intelligent but that don't mean the rest of my body is irrelivant down with the woman's action coailition w.a.c. has got my back and i'm strapped to deal with the fools when i gotta break rules cuz a woman's got a right to choose and a right to her own life first cuz the real danger comes from a coat hanger and i dont wanna think about how many women have tried it died from it, cuz they couldn't hide from it now the men, once again wanna tell me why and when i can have an abortion- i said it that's what you heard not a four letter words written in red, i'll take the red out... then i'll put your fuckin head out cuz we won't go back! okay this is it now i'mma bust it the mic is mine when i touch it do this smooth and prove that a woman can move the crowd with a voice that's loud and i'm a pro-choice advocate you want my mic- go ahead grab for it "right to life"... a womans rights are on the line here that's why i'm here not one, one of a million the majority and the government ain't gonna be whoring me so i rock for choice, pay my dues cuz i'm a woman with a right to choose "and i'm gonna fight for my fuckin right!"