Private Prayer
     
Entrance

Our Lady of Blasphemy

Holy Art

The Sin Box

Private Prayer

The not so Blasphemous but definatly Ruined One

Walk in the Light

Donations

Angels and Demons

 


CLEAN
she is the little bitch
her cuts she cannot stitch
the blood begins to gush
and now she knows too much
she rapes you with her mind
can't leave her past behind
invites you with her eyes
destroys you with her...lies

psychopathic, now you ask if
things are what they seem
reality is all that's dirty
underneath the clean

she loads the empty gun
she fucks him just for fun
she sucks her thumb to sleep
thre's nothing left to keep
she spits whats in her mouth
she rips her insides out
she likes to see him bleed
she bites the hand that... feeds

reality is all the shit
that makes me fuckin..scream!
"there is no escaping here"

eenie meenie minie moe
what you reap
is what you sew
if you hollar i will know
can't let it, won't let it
gotta let it go

put on your face
pretend to be brave
what you don't know
won't hurt you
it's too late to be saved
feelin so clean
i'm feelin so clean
take another look
cuz things are not
what they...
i don't wanna be clean
Manhole
ROUGHNESS
she slips into her sickness
and she don't regret a thing
she's trying to resist him
but she knows she loves pain...
come into my bed
i have nothing left to hide
voices in my head
can't stop this burning inside

and i fight it
deny it
keep quiet...
but i like it
(repeat)
yeah

she watches from a distance
she knows what he's about
she's trying to resist him
he puts it into her mouth...
crawling on my flesh
i have nothing left to feel
deeper that it gets
this open wound will not heal

and i fight it
deny it
keep quiet
but i like it
(repeat)
yeah

i push you out
i pull you in
but will it end
where you begin?
you tell me not to be afraid
but you're the one who's not safe
(from me)
and i bleed
and i plead
down on my knees
while you need
for me
to say i like it,
but you know i like it
like you like it...ROUGH

SIX FEET DEEP
respect is a word that i live by
whether chillin or illin
i give it up and you ask why?
cuz i'm a product of the old school
shootin my gift with the mic
so what is up fool?
with the drive-bys, lettin caps fly
no measure of mercy on a crowd
so a child dies...
and shit is got scandalous
blood stains the streets
and the halls of los angeles
shooting people at the age of 10
another life to be lived in the pen
mono y mono, one on one
you get yours fists up,
those days are goine
cuz here come the gunshots
will it ever cease?
6 feet deep

so i stride with pride
as i glide with an open eye
always watchin my back
because the streets lie
as i try to find answers
to all of my questions
gunshots are keeping us guessin...
will it ever cease?
6 feet deep
will it ever cease?
or just repeat...

(run a power move on em!)

so you want respect
but won't give it
better earn it, learn it, live it.
these are the rules that i go by
can't pretend a life didn't end so i...
preach and teach the weak that sleep a new technique,
so they won't end up...6 feet deep
MANHOLE
DOWN

they say that equality
is for everyone
black and white, rich and poor
male... and female

bullshit
and you can fuck that american dream
livin in america
i know what it means
to be on welfare have no healthcare
walk down the street and be scared
and unprepared for a system
that's built on hate
and gives permission to rape
discriminates against color
while it wrecks
and dis-respects my sex
i ain't down.

down for the system
thaat's why i resist them
lied to and betrayed
(listen)

muthafuck
the estblishment and all that it standss for
censor and dismiss
the media and demands for
sexual commodities equality vvoid
with anorexic images of bodies destroyed
from diets to pills
to throwing up till it kills
continual false definition of what sells
ten pounds thinner, miss america winner
but i ain't down
you can keep your muthafuckin crown

not down for the system
that's why i resist them
lied to and betrayed-

you've got to raise the critical questions
bout their intentions
that you were taught to believe
talkin it from the system
that's set up to decieve
that's set up to decieve
based on lies that were taught to you
in school -

historys been polluted
they're treatin you like a fool
if you think that they're
playin it staight today
it's up to you to find out
and make it your own way
don't buy the lies
they try to disguise
you say you wanna be down?
you gotta taer it down

so you say that you're
politically minded
but you stay blinded
lokkin for the truth
eyes closed, you can't find it
they keep believin it
but the way i'm seein it
here's how i'm feelin it-

a 10...you suck
at 9...tou're fucked
at 8... you're a sucker
at 7... a muthafucker
at 6...you're jacked
at 5 ...staight wack
at 4 ...your a clown
all the way to 1
and we're done.
are ya down


VICTIM
1 out of every 3 women
will be a victim of sexual assault
during her lifetime

in the united states
it is estimated that a rape occurs
every 1.3 seconds

75% of rape victims know thier attacker
and 71% of rapes are planned beforehand

so with a 187 and it's on...
cuz i ain't your fuckin victim

the fear of rape is the fear of an empty space
a gun a can of mace can't replace
being scared in a city of violence
season of silence you can't deny this
felony, punishable by prison but that's a joke
cuz most offenders get off so yo; you better know
this ain't a love song, ain't a love song
no means no, another murder it's on

but i'm no victim
fuck what you heard
i ain't your victim
yo-kick the word

its rape
101 class in session
time for a lesson, fool stop guessin
stressin the tension
that's felt by women and did i mention
i'm a mad bitch
and my mama raised a bad-bitch
doing nothin but dirt
while other girls wear skirts yo-
i'll be hittin punks wear it hurts
in the back of their necks
i got a nickle plated flex-g
and a right to dress sexy
when and where i want
without being harrassed for it
or being told that i asked for it
this ain't a love song, ain't a love song
no means no, another murder its on...

but i'm no victim
i'm talkin to you clown
i ain't your victim
check the breakdown

maybe it's because most rapes
are commited by someone the victim
knows so she may think it doesn't
count- only no one has the right to
force you into sex against your will
so if this has happened to you
you'd better report it because
after all the strides that woman
have made we can't afford to lose
our voice

can't afford to be a victim

i ain't your victim

choose to refuse to be a victim

this ain't no invitation

what part of no
don't you fuckin understand?
asshole.